I hate feeling so fat and I hate feeling so sick and frustrated and stressed and panicked and small. I want to change but I don’t know how. I’m just so tired and I just can’t face it anymore, you know? Everything causes anxiety and freaks me out and I’m tired of that and of being tired and of hating myself so goddamn much I just want to have a clear brain, I wanna smash my head against a wall, I want to sleep. I just don’t want to exist and not live
just a sack of organs that cares far too much what other organ sacks think of me
getting 0 notes on a post you really thought was good is kind of like thinking that you did really well on a test but then getting it back and failing and realizing the harsh reality that you are just not ready to take on society
Shang. Setting realistic expectations for guys.
I’m so fucking weird
I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet.
I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care about a lot.
I hate people but I develop crushes easily.
I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous.
I need help.
This is so fucking accurate though